bring me closer

!@#$%^&*(

2010-03-15T07:23:00.000-07:00

Away from serving those customers.

~ vacation!

P.s ade jantan ajak ku gy geylang. sialan. aku bukan pompuan sundal doh. tk layan.

my thoughts.

2010-03-09T22:23:00.000-08:00

currently listening to 'here we go again.' (:

Like finally, im off for today.

HE asked me what type of men do i go for?

i answered. dono. haha.

HE asked me, u nk mataer dgn i?

i answered, i dono. haha.

Im not into relationship for the time being lar.

i need a vacation.~

random.

2010-03-07T07:06:00.000-08:00

what would happen if i were to be in love with my own bestfriend's ex boy?

syazana mini bthday party.

2010-03-07T06:48:00.000-08:00

Happy 18th bthday syazana.

may allah bless u k. amin.

(:

2010-02-28T06:11:00.000-08:00

sempat amek gamba pt keje.

sorry eyh, i got no time to update my blog.

busy working la beb.

none.

2010-02-07T18:20:00.000-08:00

i wana mit my gf soon!

missing them soo much.

random.

2010-01-12T08:29:00.000-08:00

been working wif cathay for almost 3 weeks. !

im soo in love wif it.

ppl there are soo gerek!hee.

life have been great lately..

i get 2.781 for my gpa.

get to promoted to higher nitec la sey.

applying for business studies in services at clementi.. tk tawu lau dpt ke tk la eyh hee.

i got nothing much to share actually.

lets start

2010-01-03T20:18:00.000-08:00

like finally im updating my blog. haa.

k well lets start. firstly i wana wish evryone a Happy New Year.

i knw im abit late for the wish stuff. hee. been bz wif my job la.

i have been working almost evry day . came bck home late at night. tsk sian.

i have been working wif cathay for 2 weeks plus , time flies quite fast arh..

wishes for this new year.

- new guy.? precisely.

-promoted to higher nitec.

-ite bishan reunion.

-new look.

- new hairstyle

-be more matured.

-motor license? neh. mum dont allow me to. hmph.

MELAKE TRIP.

2009-12-29T19:18:00.000-08:00

1st day of work.

2009-12-08T23:45:00.000-08:00

First day of work was tiring. Met new friends.

Dorg sumer gerek2!. i loike.(:

Im not that comfortable wif the new environment n its my first time working. hee.

Today im off. just stayed at home n did nothing.~Boring., pfft.

Bad news were spread on Ramdan's death.

Ayu kol my sis n we were like soo shocked bout that news.

I may not know him well, but i could feel what the others feel.especially his close frens n his family members.

al- fatihah to mohd Ramdan. amin.

will be working on fri 5 till 11. shits.

nothing much to say.

till den.

job hunting.

2009-12-04T05:24:00.000-08:00

When job hunting with sis.

neeza unable to turn up for the walk in interview at tpy.

The both of us, me and ija(sis) when for an interview at tpy swensens.

ija got that job. congrats!

Then, i went to bishan J8 for interview at swensens.

N the manager said that i may get that job, n i have to wait for their call.(:

Well, right after the job hunting, met ayie(mok) at tpy mrt station.

headed to yew tee.

lepaking with mok n his frens.

then,too tired.

home sweet home. (:

got nothing to do so i blog lar.

2009-12-01T02:16:00.000-08:00

Exams are finally over. jyeah!

Today is my last day in ite bishan.

Will be missing my girlfrens damn much.

those kecoh-ness. bullying and gossipings. haha. u noe i noe lar kn.

Moving forward to higher nitec.

Still not sure what course to take. hmph.

Will find a job tomorrow with girlfrens. hopefully will get a job . amin.

short and simple.

2009-11-16T16:45:00.000-08:00

candid. taken by hakim.=)

me in specs.

i really do love him soo much.

he's really there for me.

i'll make sure i take really good care of you dear.

i miss you.

Well, exams is around the corner, so girls, start studying k?

i really hope to see you all promoted to higher nitec together.

k hear from me soon!

new post!!!!!!!!!!! haha.

2009-10-27T04:52:00.000-07:00

Finally. Im updating my post.
today im having my BEG exam which is doing role play ..
well nothing much to say..
lets the picture do the talking yeah.=)

will update soon aite.

love them.

2009-10-11T05:17:00.001-07:00

Mummy n us!

This were taken at pasir laba camp.

nothing much to say actually.
k done. (:

rayer 09 with bdk2 ite.

2009-10-02T05:34:00.001-07:00

photo taking at ayie's home.

jempot mam semua!

abg glamour .hah.

abg2 bujang. heh.

photo taking at me home.

Rayaraya!
k let me strt .
starting point was my home.
ayie came my home first, fetch him under my blk.
me and ayie waited half an hour for the rest of them.
those ppl were soo lmbt sey. tk punctual btol. hmph.
Ayie met ibu. n ibu seems to like ayie alot.hee.. =)
leg cramps due to long hours walking.
we travelled frm yishun to marsling, wdlnds, cck, pending and clementi..
as we were all too tired to continue the outing, we ended it at clementi and evryone went separate ways.
by 12am i reach home.
n off to bed.
done!

just read larh.

2009-09-29T03:46:00.000-07:00

me and blood sis.

Plans to beraye with ite bishan kids today, were changed due to some complications.
Still, Will be beraye tomorrow with the bunch of nvss kids. cant wait .
im missing them lots. especially lina.
havent seen her for quite sometimes. =)

Met ayie today at yishun.
it has been weeks since i last met him.
he grew taller n much fatter . haha. no hard feelings ar b.
or maybe im the one getting shorter? hah. NO!

ok im done.

hatred.

2009-09-28T06:56:00.000-07:00

3 weeks of hols was such a bore.
i need a job!

to boifey: pls eh stop controlling me.

Too tired n too lazy to post.

2009-09-23T19:39:00.001-07:00

Won't be updating much due to laziness..

hear frm me soon!

outings.

2009-09-11T21:29:00.000-07:00

my giler2 Babes..

Breakfasting with them..
it was superb fun..
neeza n kila keeps on bullying me..
Both of them are sooooo evil. haaha.
it was fun breakfasting wif them.
ayie bought for me dengdeng.hee.nicenice!
tempted to eat dengdeng again. wee..

hmm.. currently no mood to txt ayie.
i dono y, this feeling kips on dsturbing me.
i wana be alone for the time being.

SAF Open House.

2009-09-06T02:54:00.000-07:00

Everyone was excited to got there especially the ladies.Haha. u noe i noe la kn.
The weather ruin the event. it was raining heavily.
There, i saw bear(ayie's frens), he's frm ite ang mo kio. yar , as per normal, he bullied me . haha he soo evil sia.
Neeza brought her digital cam along. pictures were taken everywhere. cool!
The abg2 army there, quite cute, one of them smiled at me but watever, im attached. haha.=p

After the event, proceed bck to bishan n we are dismissed.
met ayie at yishun.
misunderstanding again.
urggh!

k im done for today.
hear frm me soon!

bz lar wei..

2009-09-03T05:37:00.000-07:00

I wont be updating..
Been buzy..
Hear frm me soon!! (:

The first Month.

2009-08-21T21:26:00.000-07:00

200809 is the 1st monthsary for Ayiedayah.
WE didn't plan any outing to celebrate our first month.
He did gave me a necklace to represent our love.
I was speechless and surprise that he gave me those although i didn' t asked for it.thnks eh b.
ilysm. On our 1st month itself, we quarrel. Misunderstanding. In the end, everything went as per normal. This relationship i went through with him was such a tough one. We pull ourself together and ensure that we could go through it thick and thin.

k la, dayah nk wish all the muslim 'selamat menyambut ibadah puasa dlm bulan ramadhan ini'.
Make sure u all fast taw.. hee..
Done.

NDP 09

2009-08-10T02:12:00.001-07:00

im missing him again.:(

Im having soo much fun with my beloved hubby.
went to padang.
fireworks were soo cool.
nothing much too say.
too tired.

wat a bad day.

2009-08-05T04:35:00.000-07:00

Went to school as per normal.
kila and ain F. absents frm sch.kila got 2 days MC. Ain fractured her shoulder.
hmm.. get well soon eh korg! we misses u both. ouh yar plus, ain R.. come bck sch k guys.opss, i mean gerls. we need u all for our projects. we're handicap without u all.
Me, neeza,ain R and syaz were like struggling doing the SBM N BEO. argh. stress. During SBM, me n neeza wasn't cncentrating on our task, instead, we surf the net and critise people. hahaa! >> nothing better to do sia.

One incident which i wont forget today.
My sch skirt tore! argh! malu sial.
i went around asking ppl for safety pins. tsk..
yeah, thnks to Yani, she lent me one.
THNKS EH! tanpe kau, ku tk tawu ape akan terjadi ngan aku. heheek!
n evrything was bck to normal.

Met b at yishun, he fetch me.
spent time wif him.
bla bla bla..

Im gonna get that Bitch sooner or later.
muke bapok. step gerek ngan ku.sial.

i hate Friday.

2009-07-31T00:32:00.000-07:00

School was sux for today..
attend class, but no lesson, Ms Chew on mc..
instead, Ms Lim took us for BEG..
SnW right after BEG..
me , ain and syaz were like slacking all the way.. while others were having SnW, we had our breakfast at canteen.. haha.. NO MOOD to play liow.Arggh!
Ouh yar, Btw, for the ferst tyme i saw Bapak BeroK[ Faizal] PLAY SOCCER.. hE really sux in it. sucKers! hek.

After sch, met hubby at Np, he waited for me at the cntrl station..
then. proceed to 211 n met all his sch frens..
Isma, katak n hakim were like making fool of themself.
Yana recorded their fool-ness.they act retard.haa..
Pity syah, he lost his wallet while otw to yishun..
Hope that a responsible person, would return him bck his wallet. amin.

While on my way home wif hubby, hubby did something which makes me lol.
He walks like a sutun, [ a guy which acting like a girl], it really suites him, with his innocent looks.. HAHA! kekek siOl! Last warning eh b. heek.
k, dOne!
c u when i c u.

thnk god i found u.

2009-07-24T03:15:00.001-07:00

wei!!!
life have been great lately!
i just came back frm mitting my dear ayie..
as usual i kena bully by him..
he keep on saying that i look like a chicken..
the way i walk, the way i tied my hair.. pfft.. watever eh..
hahahaa..

To Ayie:

B, i just wana wish u a Happy 17th bthday!! haha.. bru nk jejak 17 yer??
May god bless u..
and, i Just wana say that, i Hate u soo much.. hee..
LOVE lar..

ok im done..
byebye!

ayiedaiah

2009-07-23T02:34:00.000-07:00

200709,
Is the day he confess to me that he love me..
he hold my hands, and asked me to be his lover..
we were too excited n hug each other..
my life n his life has changed for a better ..
we were meant for each other .. maybe?
we ignored wat others said about us..
we pretended nothing had happen..
even though his ex (iqa) dsturb our relationship, im strong to go through it..
ayie told me that iqa still love him..
he ignored her..
he doesnt even care bout her..
he care for me..
he love me..
so, yar get a life bitch!!
move on..
and dont ever dsturb us again..

k dah.

<3 u ayie!

im sick!

2009-07-19T03:11:00.000-07:00

bored! im sick of staying at home.
i need entertainment.

LOVELOVE

2009-07-18T04:33:00.001-07:00

Im in love!
with who?
Muhd Hairi aka Ayie <3

k lets get started.
i met ayie at yishun right after school..
hang out with his ite frens..
ribut sia! hah!
very kecohrable..
spend time with ayie at 208..
he told me that he's into me..
should i trust him?
or is it too rush?
i admit, the love for him strted to grow..

As i was about to sleep..
i received a msg frm ayie.
i open it and read it..
while reading, i cried.

This is what he sent me which are actually to be sent to his ex:

"iqa, its nt wrong for a person to like more than 1 ppl ...
kalau love den tkle.. if i have a choice to take 2 person, it would be u and dayah(me)..
if one, den i choose dayah"

Ayie even told me that he want me to be his one and only.
only me that he can rely on.
?

AYIE!

2009-07-18T04:31:00.000-07:00

AYIE!

nichole

2009-07-13T04:11:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updating my blog..
due to some reasons.. hee..
anw, im bck!!
k.. hm.. firstly wake up at 7 this morning, went to sch..
lesson strts at 9..
first lesson was SBM.. den BEO.. too much Theory.. sucks!
BEG... learning on how to brush our teeth properly.. haha! pathetic..

After school met dayah..
lepaking with her undr blk 217..
proceed home at 5 plus..

done.. too tired to type..

spent tyme with my BITCH!

2009-07-01T19:40:00.000-07:00

yesterday, went to amk..
aida's new home..
she fetch me at the traffic light..
confuse, cause i don really hang out at amk that much..
waste time with her..
layan kn c hisyam tu.. he's adorable but notty..
gossiping,* u noe i noe eh da.. hah!! others no need to noe..
leave her house at 6, mit ija at np..

To my bishan babes.
cant wait to see u nxt week..
prepare to study hard for next semester..:)

As for dayah.
just don tink negative kae..
there must be a reason y he does dat to u..
sooner or later u will know, y he acting weird lately..
do tc of urself..
any prob u can beep me or aida..
will b there for u kae dear..

done.

birthday gift!

2009-06-30T01:01:00.000-07:00

HEYYY!!
wake up this morning..
then bro approach me, and hand me this..
see below..
its an adidas shoe!!!
cool-ed!
asri bought me an adidas bag.. its cute ar..
i love them soo much..

280609

2009-06-28T23:02:00.000-07:00

ite bishan dancers.

tity and lina

firstly..
wake up at 5.30 am..
mum n dad anta me to ite bishan..
get changed..
make up setebal - tebal nyer..
one last practise before proceed to bishan active park..
the performance strts at 10..
the zapin perform first then the sarongs..
i was damn tired to perform..
and this will be my last performance.
IM DONE WITH DANCING!
im gonna quit tarian..
due to some reasons..

k after performance, family fetch me at bishan..
go changi village..
ate chicken rice..
soo sedap taw..
hehe..
den go changi beach..
take a walk there.. release tension..
3 plus.. abg kol, he said that hes in the ferry.. so we quickly pack up n went to pasir ris to fetch him..
abg is soo diff, hes getting darker n huge..
hahaa.. k done..

nothing much to post.

2009-06-26T22:17:00.000-07:00

Remember those days?
haha.. perform at ite simei..
soo pathetic..

im soo sick right nw..
having fever, stomachache, sore throat, leg cramps..
dificulties walking..
no appetite to eat..
im soo not in a gd mood rite nw.. darn!

well, tomorrow will be performing at bishan active..
must reach sch at 6.. ( fuck, must wake up early) CB!
nie yg aku buat ku mls..
hopefully dad anta me to scul tomorrow..

dats it.
bye bitch!

busy lar!

2009-06-23T09:32:00.000-07:00

wont be updating ..
been busy lately..
will be updating soon!
tc!

memorial day

2009-06-15T01:27:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 7.. early isn't it?
haha.. yeah.. i got to anta my bro go for his national service at tekong..
me my mum,my big bro, my two small brothers plus my dad went to pasir ris interchange.. took a bus there to go changi ferry terminal..
its quite a long journey ar..
den took the ferry.. my god its the first time i took the ferry.. very the cool sey.. i wana ride it again! hahhaa..
go for a tour in tekong..the place is quite scary.. forest are every where.. empty buildings n watever shit ar..
then, went for a talk in the auditorium.. talk2, shout2..
proceed to canteen,..(i just love this part)
wana noe y? cause all the 'abg2 army ' are having their lunch.. so yar, they are all look the same.. cause they are 'botak' haha.. eat chicken rice meal..
final goodbye to abg...
he den join his group and fall in..
we went back take the ferry and drop us at the changi ferry terminal..

wishing u all the best for ur national service k abg..
enjoy!

cwp!

2009-06-10T19:21:00.000-07:00

The faces..=p

hady's finger tk perlu eh.. haha..

me in john little.. trying out some shades..

dayah & dayah
bestest fren..=)

yesterday went out with dayah my bestie..
firstly, i met her under her block..
den go take 858.. went to hady's house since dayahady have not met since 1 week.. so, i accompany her..
plus yesterday was dayah's mom bthde.. proceed to cwp, teman her go eat at mac..den search for her mom present.. met dayah's makcik, and she help us in finding the present..
eventually we bought a dress for her mom.. its nice.. really..(:
bought 'ayam panggang' at pasar malam.. dayah's makcik treat.. soo sedapp!

[dayahady 7 monthsary ]

congrats dayah on ur 7 monthsary.. may u n hady last even longer..
hopefully, hady would take good care or dayah..
and do trust each other kae..(:

citizens

2009-06-08T08:33:00.000-07:00

holiday sux!
im gonna die of boredem..
no job, no cash, stay at home (besarkn pantat)..

tc..(:

heyz..

2009-06-03T03:13:00.000-07:00

yesterday, kila and suri accompany me to orchard to apply for work...

den went to far east.. job hunting..
chill at grandlink..
yesterday was awesome..
its the first time i met suri..
yar, hes cute plus selenge2 ar..hee.. no offence ar..
grab a bite at mac.. kila treat me..hee...
laughter,gossipings, etc etc..
proceed home at 8..tired.

we have had sum gd times and we have some tough.
but you have always been there even when times got rough..
sweet words are easy 2 say..
sweet things are easy to buy
but sweet people like you are difficult to find..
life ends when u stop caring..
friendship ends when u stop sharing..
forgive the heart that hurts u and don't hurt that heart that love you..
don cry over anyone who wont cry over you..

(:

i miss u.

2009-06-01T03:44:00.000-07:00

fahamin
hidayah
aida
suzlina
nasreen
ellysa
nana

i miss them..

gosh..

hw i wish i could turn back the time..

OSA exam was sux!
i didnt finish up the question..
i didnt do the chart..
oh my god!!
i think, im going to fail..
tomorrow CRN..
I should do my best no matter wat..
coz i have been studying damn hard on that..
2 more days before holiday..
i should get a job by now..
i need cash!

well gtg.. need to study for tomorrow's paper..

chiows!

exams!

2009-05-28T06:02:00.000-07:00

I just love them..

They're my craziest frens..
i love them more!

Wishing the iog all the best for our exams..
And happy holidays!

Im confused..
What actually had got into u??
I miss my old Fahamin..
We are like separating apart..
I appreciate all those memories that we have been through..
But still thats not the way to settle things out..

You told me that i changed?
nope..
im still the same dayah like before..
To tell u the truth, u're the best guy that i ever met..
i enjoy every little seconds with you..
you brighten my day..
I really2 miss you..

toodles!

meet twinny!

2009-05-22T05:30:00.000-07:00

dayahs! i love her soo much!

fahamin plucking guitar.. concentrate sey dier..

no matter what happen, titi bonc will always there to help u..

he kissed me on my head..
im soo in love with him..

omgomgomg!!
i met dayah at yishun..
i miss her soo fucking much.. haha!
shes getting smaller and smaller over the day..
well. met her around 2.30..
den lepaks at yishun blk 222..
chit- chatting,singing,laughing plus gossiping..hah!
dayah and hady had a conflict on something..
and me n min tried our best to give dayah some advice, eventually we didnt manage to help her.. hm.. too bad..=(

Exams are around the corner..
i havent start on my revision..
fUck lar! stress siot!
*^^%#%$@$@%$^&..
im going to start doing revision soon enough.. hah!..
hopefully i could pass all my subject n get GPA of 3.5..
hopefully la kn..

i miss my ttm..
muhammad fahamin..<3

family outing..

2009-05-09T22:42:00.000-07:00

thats me n my sis aisyah..

my crazy sister.. aisyah..=p

me..=))

candid!! haha..

my BIG sis..

act cute..hahaa..

my bro.. nk step hot la kirekn..

i love my family..

people say we look like twins.. haha.. is it true??

yesterday we went to changi beach..
reach there around 11 plus..
den at 4, we proceed to causeway point, juz to have nata ice jelly haha.. pathetic..
but overall, it was fun!..=)

helluh..

2009-05-06T02:54:00.001-07:00

hahaha!! muke stop it.. mcm pig..

candid by me.. i love this..=))

reflection frm faizal's helmet.. hahaa.. he doesnt know bout this..

in class alone.. heee.. nola, wif kila, nothing better to do..

My body aching due to yesterday mly dance practice..
today sch strts at 9..
firstly,take temperature n watever shit..
ferst period was LPDX..
talking bout marriage all the way..haha.. love that topic..
den break tyme, ate burger..
den saw him.. hhaa.. onli me n kila knows..*winks
hes cutee..damn cute..hee..kae.. watever..
hm, den during CRN.. do some revision..
ms cross said that i pass 90% for my retest.. weeee...
suke nyer aku!!
exams strt on jun i guess..
omg!i still got few more weeks for my exam..
i got to buck up oreadi..
want to go higher nitec at college west..

till here den..
=))

.......

2009-05-04T03:25:00.000-07:00

yayah here!
it has been a bad day today as the ains, syaz n killa
didnt come to school..
only left me n neeza jer.. sial btol..
tkpe2.. korg da spakat kn tk nk dtg school..
ade ubi ade batas, ade hari kte balas!!! heee...

till here then..

outing..

2009-05-02T20:51:00.000-07:00

wake up at 7..
mit nynie at yishun last cab..
den mit ayin n her brothers at khatib..
proceed to east point mall for anugerah audition..
breakfast at kfc..
queue up for the registration..
the line was fucking long n the weather was fucking hot..
we reach simei at 9 plus n waited for almost 7 hours i guess..damn tiring..
there, i saw amin astro,cirul(omg! his voice was soo fab!),fiqo, khairul amri!!!.. etcetc.. haha..

den went orchard..
mit nynie's fwen at cash studio, we karaokae-ing..
its my ferst tyme karaokae there..
den at 7pm mit big sis at far east..
she treat me kfc.. hah not again.. i have been eating kfc the whole day..errr!

next,..
marina square..
window shopping..
attracted by one of the top shop dress..
den at 9.15.. leave marina square..
proceed home..

i would like to wish muhd irwan a happy 17th bthday..
semoge tuhan panjangkn umor nyer.. n murahkn rezeki nyer..amin..

its over!

2009-04-30T06:20:00.001-07:00

i broke up with him..
im the one who ask for a break.. yar, im such a jerk!

He deserve a better gerl..
i noe im such a bad gerlfren..
*^^#%%*&(*&*^^$$##@$#!!!!

wan.. i still love u, but since dat day, when the day we started to argue,
i felt that we are starting to far apart..
you rarely txt me..
i send a goodnight wish n u didnt reply..
i waited for ur mcg the whole night taw..
hmmm..

heyheyhey!

2009-04-29T04:22:00.000-07:00

iog supermodels!

shes my bestie..

outside c3-07.. kte tkde keje..

tudae i went to scul at 8 but actuali strts at 9..
ghagha.. sial btol.. so i spent my 1 hour in classroom studying for my CRN test..

hmm.. this morning my parents went to kelantan for 5 days.. they went there for wedding invitation i tink.. hahah.. (im not soo sure ar)..
hmph.. gonna mish my mum alot sia..=(

granny house

2009-04-27T05:35:00.001-07:00

yesterday, when to granny house..
visit atok n nenek..
den after dat proceed to SGH.. coz Tok Man admitted to hospital due to some sickness..
above are pic taken at granny house..
kte tkde keje sia.. haha..

its all about me..

2009-04-27T04:36:00.000-07:00

hey.. today was totally a tiring day,everyone in class was slack, maybe due to the weather la kn.. its damn hot sia..as usual, first period was Ms phua lesson, so i took the opportunity to log in to tagged.. haha.. i have been waiting for him(onli me and kila knows) to on9, n yar, he did on9.. im soo damn happy sia.. hahah! .. During pe lesson, our teacher in charge told us to run around the car park, evryone ran, except for the supermodels me n kila! haha.. (maklom la nk jage image katekn).. den proceed to hall, play badminton.. den gedebak gedebuk gedebik.. break time, i ate macaroni goreng, soo the sedap sial.. tk ble angs! after eating go back to class, chit chat ngan my gfs, neeza, ain, kak pon, syaz n kila.. story telling frm kila, talking bout her ex..
About my love
i mcg him this morning asking him y he like change in a sudden.. n i ask him do u still love me??
n he replied, yes dear, i still love u..
its just dat, i got health problem n dats make me not hyper like usual..
i asked him wat sickness u having?
he replied, my core muscle buat hal ar,dats y my nose bleed most of the time..
n i said, ouh ok.. (i dont accept dat excuses..)